July 30, 2003
Another day spent tired beyond belief, struggling through the day, making some ridiculous mistakes, unable to remember large details while the microscopic details come easily enough to the surface. Afternoon chai doesn't seem to make any difference, again. At 9:00 pm I finally start to wake up, just as I needed to be settling down for the night. I am so off-kilter now I don't want to contemplate what might come next. I somehow need to survive until this weekend, when I plan to sleep. At regular intervals, for extended periods. An afternoon nap in the backyard shade sounds delightful.