May 8, 2003
Pondering the big questions in my life. What if, and it is a HUGE "if," there were appropriate massive changes at work, would I stay? I want to shift directions in a way that won't be possible there, but if the immediate pressure to do a pre-emptive move were gone, could I do as suggested: sit tight a while longer. With the pressure off, I could then push headlong into certification and play with various tools on the rebuilt laptop, fortifying the specifics on the resume. My life would remain on hold for the duration - and therein lies the rub.