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May 27, 2006
it's nothing new to say that i have changed. moments and realizations have changed me. but the person i am now - though stronger- is much harder than the person i as before; much more afraid to trust. There's an apathy consuming my very being and it scares the hell out of me. perhaps this is a good lesson I've learned, though painful. Perhaps it is the only way i could ever learn that the only one i can trust is God.

perhaps - no, not perhaps, definitely - i have gone through this to learn about others and myself.