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May 24, 2006
I loved him for four years before he even noticed me. And now, he has begun to notice me and love me and I have accidentally become aware of how much of horrible person he really is. It hurts me that now, I want absolutely nothing to do with him when before, the only thing I wanted was him.

Boys and love are such bizarre things. Maybe it's just not meant to be in my life. Or maybe it's just not meant to be yet. It's difficult to wait patiently for someone to love you when you feel so alone.