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May 12, 2006
I stayed absolutely silent. I do not want to break his heart but I am not going to stay in this city, no way in hell. I love him, but even more than him, I love life and I need to make sure I get out of this shit hole. Eventually he just sighed and said "maybe we shouldn't plan that far ahead"and I nodded.

Sadly, I don't feel much different than before.

Okay, so I have that certain title in his life now, but so what? Somehow I really doubt that anything else is really going to change.