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May 7, 2006
I'm giving up on him.
I can't believe it has taken me a year to finally let go. Things get better and they get worse and we seem to live in that miserable, repetitive pattern. I'm sick of the circles.

I'm deciding to move on, not because I'm no longer in love with him, but because I am more in love with God - who wants me to be free and alive. If I do not save myself, who will? God, of course, but I have to let Him act through me and not expect him to act for me.