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April 16, 2003
I want too much. Not meaning too many things, but that my desire and longings are too intense, too soon, too much. Or perhaps I am just more aware of what I want than others. I wonder if this wanting too much, combined with my Rational - "Mastermind" - iNTj personality has contributed to the infant death of so many relationships. I am not able to approach them reasonably: if a real possibility develops, I give myself to it completely; I always have.
But I doubt I'd change after marriage. As if it would ever matter.