March 26, 2003
And what if it never gets better than this? What if the nerve stops recovery at this point? I am functional for daily life, certainly, but not for the current job which demands a certain rigorous lifestyle of long hours at the office, on the train and off-hours. Such conclusions are premature, but realistically I can't keep playing wait-and-see, the situation at work won't allow it. I need to be sure I'll be capable of a similar lifestyle for a new job in the city, or I must change my world to suit a job outside the city. Decisions, decisions.