December 6, 2002
Numbed by the after effects of a pleasant dream, I encountered a girl I had gone to school with; she was in someone else's arms, I longed to have her wrapped in mine. To smother her with my desire and to see if she would still be the same. I kept pretending not to notice her. I wonder if she woke up this morning - (same dream perhaps?). Tomorrow will be another vagary, another world and another flame. Tomorrow will seem like eternity. I'll reach the next stage and find a place to hide, curl up into a ball and sleep.