April 19, 2006
Now begins the beginning of an ominous point in time for me. Tomorrow afternoon I head to Indianapolis where I will meet up with Tom for the roadtrip to Oxford, MS. I feel wary, I suspect that this mini-vacation may cost more than I will realize. I must maintain momentum in the battle to turn the corner and get a movie off the ground. I can sense time starting to close in on me, a slow suffocation. I know I'll live to 70, but the vigor and hope in a particular future is being consumed by the very force of living.