September 16, 2002
It was so great of Carol to come. I was really touched by her efforts. And then Sunday Brunch Theatre too! She's beyond thoughtful. Speaking of Sunday, Nathan is fucking brilliant. I can't get over that guy. He's unstoppable; I've never seen him attempt anything that he hasn't mastered. It's inspiring and intimidating and impressive. He brings genius to the art like Stuart brings it to his directing. I feel suddenly lacking. Why this intense fear? Is it true that where there's fear there's a wish? My confidence has taken off and left me without a leg to stand on.