September 7, 2002
I think what happens is that I start to get impatient about the future. At least that's the best way I can describe it. I like my life as it operates now very much. I am, for the most part, happy. But, after years of striving and hoping and imagining my future, I'd like to feel a few steps closer than we are now. Or maybe as the picture becomes clearer to me, I'm yearning for the manifestation of it. I've decided to paint or somehow make a sign to hang in my house as a reminder: "Enjoy your life".