June 27, 2002
My mind seems unable to focus on anything real, any part of the here and now. Instead, I am caught in daydreams that have no bearing to any reality, now or future. They are a total escape from my surroundings. It seems that if I am unable to provide a physical getaway, my mind has decided to provide an imaginary getaway, vacation for the soul, to a different time and place altogether. No matter the details the theme remains consistent. Of course the daydreams are so perfect, catering to my every desire that reality seems even bleaker upon my return..