May 28, 2002
The same pile o'work from this morning is still on my desk. Am I busy? No. I just don't feel like doing it. I wonder what would happen if I didn't do anything at all here. How long would it take for someone to notice? It's not that I'm lazy, or even unmotivated. It's that I have too much to do, too much to think about that I can't get started on anything. Either I get things done too quickly with leftover time or I just languish. Remember when the day seemed so long and never-ending? What happened to that?