April 15, 2002
So now, if I stay in the city, I'd need to get a job here. This is a possibility. My brother-in-law has said there might be a job open for me. This would allow me to satisfy my desire for living in the city. This is why I'm torn. If I stay in the city, I'll be in the city I love, but if I go home to work, I could get closer to Jocelyn. I'd also be much closer to some old friends, and be able to go to the lake whenever I wanted. I consider that a GoodThing(tm).