April 2, 2002
Jocelyn is just a likable person. She just kicks ass. No one could blame me for liking her. Sometimes I feel like I'm trying too hard to impress her, or talk to her, or conveniently be free for lunch. I need to be able to just let it happen if it's going to happen, and not try to force it. Maybe she senses that I try too hard. Girls have all sorts of intuition and stuff, I hear. Who knows what she knows?! It's a bit different with Laura. It isn't forced, but it lacks the same kind of chemistry.