April 1, 2002
Today I finally did something I've been meaning to do for a very long time. I had tea with Laura after class. Not my sister-in-law, but the other one. She's very nice, and I do like her. But my fears have come to be. I was afraid I wouldn't like her as much as I like Jocelyn. She's a great girl, but I still have stronger feelings towards Jocelyn. I'm back to where I started. I suppose if I wait long enough the problem will just go away, and I'll be left alone, with no pesky problems to worry about.