October 29, 2019
The realization sinks in deeper with every hour since reading the solicitation and doing a few quick calculations. Theyíve changed the rules again. This effectively kills all my known potential opportunities. Iím not feeling panicked by the altered prospects, just depressed. I can already see how the changes in next year are shaping up differently than Iíd hoped. It will likely coming down two choices, because the status quo wonít be an option for much longer. One of the choices I want but probably canít swing. Iím so tired when I get home I canít explain the situation to himself.