August 14, 2019
Somewhere, some-when this month, the realization hits me like a ton of bricks. I donít normally get bent out of shape by numbers, numbers by themselves are meaningless, and are not even necessarily of value. But this one made me stop and wince hard. It is double what it once was. Double. Why did this just occur to me now, after how many years? I honestly donít know, Iíve contemplated it many times. It freaks me out Ė just the very idea. So now Iím trying very hard not to think about it Ė and we all know how well that works.