May 15, 2019
I don't know why I thought ľand have kept thinking for several months, despite evidence to the contrary - that I would be able to keep up with the journal when I can't keep up with my words. The journal is not going to help me find time. I don't know how to approach the juggernaut of today's tasks. I sometimes feel no matter how hard I try, no - the harder I try to get my hands around that which needs to be done, the more it slips through my fingers. I'm sure it's only a matter of perception, not reality?