March 22, 2018
I don't understand why I haven't gotten any stronger, why my legs have so little in them, why my lungs, my breath has so little to it. The smallest rise and I'm in deep shit, legs and lungs. Two years of riding I'd think I had something more. But I don't. I just don't. And come home tonight weakened and tired. I have never had lungs such as others do. Never. But this is a simple little bike ride with simple little rises in it. It's really, really maddening, frustrating. My diet is good. I just don't get it. WTF?