December 16, 2017
She sent me a Christmas card, and I thought finally she had forgotten about me. It's time to tell her I got married and I finally found the person I am meant to be with. I wonder if she will ask questions. I made the letter vague on purpose. I wonder if he got married or at least found someone. I hope he did. I hope he healed. I have no ill will toward him because I now understand better than I did then. I was not humble, and I treated him badly. We treated each other badly, actually.