June 30, 2017
I am very happy. The happiness feels like it comes from within. A general satisfaction with life. I think I have resiliency. Or, I got my fatherís genes for being buoyant and even tempered and itís finally become apparent. It took age to reveal itself. Age, because it doesnít make sense anymore to compare ones self to anyone else (did it ever?), lack of hormones which cause so much emotional hijacking (was that a survival mechanism? Maybe as a mother protecting an infant? A bit of over kill there.) Also, resoluteness in discovering the final horizon. Itís time to relax.