January 23, 2002
Blankness - that is what I am all day. Perhaps due to the realization that it will take several more weeks to rein in the chaos. I have decided I will not let it intrude any more on this venue. Unfortunately, I have little else to write about these days - I rarely think of anything else. I have little energy in the evenings; I'm certainly not thinking when I get home. And the mornings, even if I have little energy, I open the laptop on the train. In extreme cases, I doze and daydream, try to escape into my imagination.