February 27, 2017
So that's how things work. It seems a shame that it has taken me quite literally nine years to figure it out. I wish I was special enough I could refuse to work with certain people. And be allowed to refuse. The way I see it, that means there's no point in my trying to win new projects. There's really no need for me to push myself at all, because there won't be anyone to work on projects. It was silly of me to have spent so many hours working so hard in the past, now I think about it.