December 20, 2016
Writing on the 21st (AKA the first day of winter). It is very difficult to be in a relationship with someone who has experienced trauma, when all their thoughts are confused and they don't think they know how to love because of what they experienced. Love doesn't always come through sex, but sex does tend to be last in a natural progression of love. It is the nature of this that he doesn't quite understand and it's because of that that he gets upset. He believes it would be better to shut out the world, but he can't do that.