December 13, 2016
I am legit scared. I am not ready for marriage. Not at all. Agh! It's crazy. But are you ever ready to spend your life with another person? Are you ever ready to make that final commitment? My mom said not to be all angsty over it and stop worrying, so I guess I should. I already know he is the right one for me and vice versa, so that's all there is to it. I have such trust issues, though. I need to stop the smell the roses and do whatever I can do. Just be realistic about it.