June 25, 2016
Sam's in town. Surprisingly, knowing this did effect me. I guess I have been thinking about him. I put on makeup! I sort of wandered around the store predicting when he would show up, what did I want to be engaged in when he did? Specifically, I saved tasks to do so that it wasn't just he and I sitting for a discussion, because that would honor the time together too much. I want his attendance to be a drop by, come as you will, I've got things to do, sort of an encounter. My rehearsal says it's more complex.