December 27, 2001
It turns out I didn't have to wait too long to find out that the door is wide open. I shall have my hands full, more so than I thought, if today is any indication of how things will be. I will need to find a certain balance to pull this off, to triumph and make it seem as though I'm not trying, which is what I want. I want to make it look easy, as if this is what I was born to do. If I try for that, then I might actually succeed where so many have failed.