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December 23, 2001
I'm at loose ends today. I wander aimlessly and the day simply escapes me. I can't remember the last time I didn't nothing for a day. It feels awkward - I don't even have an idea for something fun I want to do.

The weekly update with my parents tonight leaves me shell-shocked. I was the topic of conversation over the family dinner today, specifically, the lack of a significant other (or even a non-significant other) in my life. And more surprising, the family came to the same conclusion, matching what West told me years ago: that I intimidate most men.