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September 21, 2015

It is now 1:30.  This was the time and the day that I would've been taking Shana to her iodine radiation treatment at Hypurrcat, for which so many beautiful and lovely friends, Facebook and otherwise, had donated their hard-earned money.  I am trying really hard not to punch holes in walls or smash my face into a brick wall or scream so loud that they'd hear it all the way in Timbuktwelve.  For the most part I'm succeeding.  I feel like for all I did, it still wasn't enough.  One thing I do know is that 15-1/2 years sure wasn't.