July 3, 2015
Dear j, Here's what I've been working on: I don't know if I've told you, but two of my friends have cancer. This has lead me to a more mature self, one that realizes that mortality is reality. I have prepared an advanced directive. I've named you as the primary decision maker and friend N. as the second. It feels personal to share with you my deepest desire for this critical juncture in life. To share it with you, I'd at least need your interest, which at this time, I'm not feeling. If you want to pass, N. is willing.