July 25, 2015
It takes my mind a long time to sift through the feelings and be able to define the cause of distress. (note to self-I never try to define the cause of happiness.) Here it is: My former family has traveled from NC to MI to experience nostalgia at the cabin of our more youthful days. Suddenly, I exist for them. They realize it's not like before-I'm missing. I want to scream, "Hey! I've been here for the three years I haven't heard from you." Peek a boo! Sis always said-out of sight out of mind. Really. Hello?