July 16, 2014
Could I ever accept a romance in my life again? Right now, interest in a man seems unlikely, dangerous to my soul, improbable. However, closing off an adventure seems cowardly. It seems like closing off a lot of doors. On the other hand, blocking those door seems comfortingly safe, in control, predictable, manageable. I just convinced myself to keep those doors closed. There is no need for romance. Life is grand enough, growth and discovery are grand enough. I've done romance already. Terrifically overrated. Honestly the biggest myth mother nature has ever offered up to keep the human species alive.