March 13, 2014
There were so many reasons why we fell apart. All the glue had crumbed with age, the nails were loose in their sockets, the structure needed support to be maintained, couldn't stand strongly, self sufficiently. The internal scaffolding was deformed. It had chinks in it, skeletal flaws caused by the weaknesses of my parents. They were too young, probably immature; not whole and able to give bountiful love to two children. No. Sis and I bonded when it was convenient for her. Period. I allowed it because I had grow to believe this, family engagement, was love. Reality now corrected.