November 8, 2013
I'm splashing cold water on my plan to write about water this month. I need to process. I'm scared. I have to perform this week. I feel that everyone is watching me, and asking, "what is not working here?" "What is she doing? or not doing that's causing the problem?" I'm feeling judged, since I can't seem to get this art studio off the ground. People can keep throwing out all their ideas, and I'm listening, but that doesn't equal success. I have four events this week that I'm nervous about, insecure about. Newness. Challenges. Maybe just pray and hope.