September 17, 2013
Uck! fear, competition, success, defeat. I've gone around the yin yang wheel a few times now. I have a competitor who looks good in location and on the web (where as my presence is sorely lacking.) All these furious/curious thoughts come up and haunt me from my past. I remember when success was more of a personal emblem of value, a stamped golden star on my forehead. I'm not trying to be a success per say. I'm trying to live a good life, have it filled with interesting things to do, a cause bigger than myself, meet wonderful people.