September 12, 2013
True north, the warrior within, the inner sage, the remembering, being your own best friend. These are statements that resonated with me for a long time. Now, I've got to fire my sage and best friend, forget about the instinctual remembering, hire a mercenary, and go south. This is the defeated feeling I'm carrying around these days. I know counseling is essential and the key to going through the fire and emerging transformed in positive ways. But now it has revealed to me that I've been actively deluding myself, which destroys trust in my core intelligence. My reality checks suck.