July 24, 2013
Being early vs being late. There is anxiety associated with both, however earliness is my own personal anxiety. Like right now, waiting for an appointment in the lobby. I miss timed the string of events, which I'm now playing over in my head to figure out what I should have done differently. Lunch didn't take nearly as long. Actually I could rush to the produce store nearby... There's time...or should I sit still and wait 25 more minutes? Being late, the anxiety would mound as I thought through all people I was holding up, what to say as excuse.