July 16, 2013
I'm planning another day alone. It's what I do everyday now. I make a "to do" list that includes at least 3 things I've been avoiding. I try to spice it with one thing fun I can do when I finish. Today, since it's too hot for anything, I'll go to the movies. But it's a bit sad. This wonderful luxury of never needing to consult anyone; no boss to placate, no husband to cajole, no friends to gather for lunch. I'm drifting, contently (?) but warily; like I'm wading into waters too deep to keep my feet firmly under me.