May 6, 2013
Holy Crap! How did I grow up admiring you blindly like some guru? I have spent more than half my life in your shadow, thinking that your light was the only light that mattered. I was generous with my time, with my efforts, my nurturing, my money. Now I find out your true colors. No! Lack of color, lack of generosity, lack of love and a total narcissist. The blinders are off and the true light hurts my eyes. I'm lucky to be awake and aware and rid of all the inconsistencies that I used to throw under the rug.