February 9, 2013
Just as I was complaining that I couldn't stand the burden of being a caregiver to my father; that being at his house day after day, sacrificing my own life to watch his diminish seemed like cruel punishment...now his life has turned a corner,he is confused. He is but a shadow of himself. I feel HE has left us and I am remorseful of my past feelings. I will miss him dearly. He was an authoritative, yet kind soul. So quick with wit and humor to patch up places of discomfort. He held my hand. I was lucky.