January 23, 2013
I'm in my own house doing my own thing, and worrying about how this is perceived by my sister. Is she wondering if I have I abandoned ship? Is she scowling? Can I continue on my path and feel comfortable? Wow. My sister's attempt (contempt) at orchestrating my father's ending is palpable. My resistance is new. Those patterns that shaped me in my formative years still dwell within me in my senior years. Is it safe to shut the door on all that? I need to visualize hanging a wreath on that door, a wish for peace. Then walk away.