November 26, 2012
Four weeks straight. We get to see each other every day and I can't say anything. It's a little bit of the best and also the worst. How do I explain how I feel? I'm just stressed and I'm projecting all these feelings onto you, right? I hate feeling like at any moment I'll spill the beans. I need to be honest, right? Or maybe stay silent and keep this relationship from becoming awkward. I would hate to ruin what we have. It's hard wondering what things might be like if I admitted it to you. Speak up? Or not?