November 5, 2012
Somedays I just want to be drinking on a beach and not in a classroom with crazy kids. Of course, I rarely get what I want. Other things I'd love to have are a boyfriend, more money, a ticket to Barcelona and some really cool talent like guitar playing or landscape painting. Why do I spend so much time hoping and wishing? I should just live in the present. I should, but I probably won't. We always want what we can't have and that's what keeps us motivated. Or maybe I'm just destined to be unhappy because I'm so miserable.