September 25, 2012
I was ready for bed before seven tonight. I almost didn’t make it to my computer. I did not feel rested when I woke up this morning and just laid in bed wide-eyed at four. I wish my mind would turn off so I can relax and sleep. But that little hamster keeps spinning his wheel every night. Thoughts of the things I need to do at home, school, and work feel my mind. I reflect on my day, my lessons…how to seduce my husband….what to make for dinner…everything floods my brain. I am drowning.