September 23, 2012
When I close my eyes, I feel pretty. When I am lying down, I feel skinny. I am beautiful and sexy. But when I look in the mirror I see the ugly side of me. The overweight I never wanted. I can see all the stretch marks and fat, my dull face and lifeless hair. My clothes donít fit anymore and I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I try to eat healthier and get to the gym when life (and health) permits. If I cannot love myself, how am I can I expect my husband to love me?