September 15, 2012
Now there are all the things I couldn't say. Things he didn't give me time to articulate, things he wouldn't want to hear anyway. But I will write them down, immortalize them in paper, and they will repeat themselves to me as reminder never to go back down that road. It's like being lactose intolerant... perhaps you really like the taste of dairy, but know you shouldn't have it because you're lactose intolerant, yet you have some anyway and it makes you sick and uncomfortable. That's what having this kind of relationship is like. A food allergy or lactose intolerance.