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February 3, 2012
Dear Starshine,

Before you, my life was dark, dangerous. I was suffocating in the deepest hell I could imagine. My mind had broken into pieces, and I didn't seem to control any of them. I was a vicious, vulnerable mess. I had no plans to live this long. I took great pains to insure I wouldn't.

Before I even knew you existed, I began to improve. I stopped wandering. I stopped contemplating the knives in the kitchen. I felt... almost normal.

The day I knew, I snapped back together. As one, we looked at you curled inside us and smiled.