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July 30, 2011

So I'm just in from the party at Terry's house; lots of AA people, a few assorted and/or sundry earth people. 

I do so poorly around others, I'm socially inept, I stand there scratching myself, sweating, feeling inside about how I'd feel in my body if I was wearing a pair of underpants that didn't fit right, and I was always having to adjust them, and scootch them around to get them to quit hurting, or maybe not hurting but absolutely being annoying, verging on hurting maybe.

I just hate that shit.

I loosened up just before I left.

Fuck.